a grouse exploded
from underbrush,
comet of feathers
and fear. Alone
on the Grand Portage
I leapt backwards:
As a kid
in Oregon deserts,
I’d trained myself
to brace and listen
for rattlesnakes.
Though I’d sweated
through my khaki
shirt and pants
and longed
for cold shower, colder
beer, I hung
a moment, finding
how to breathe
the sodden air,
wishing Grouse
and I could share
a laugh, how I
mistook a bird
for venomous snake,
how it took me
for creature
who would dare
pull one gold
or russet feather
let alone harm
the promises
in its nest.
Janna Knittel is the author of Real Work (Nodin, 2022), a finalist for the 2023 Minnesota Book Award in poetry, and the chapbook Fish & Wild Life (Finishing Line, 2018). Janna has also published poems in Blue Mountain Review, Conduit, Constellations, North Dakota Quarterly, Pleiades, The Trumpeter, and The Wild Word as well as the following anthologies: Waters Deep: A Great Lakes Anthology (Split Rock, 2018); The Experiment Will Not Be Bound (Unbound Edition, 2023); and Broad Wings, Long Legs: A Rookery of Heron Poems (North Star, forthcoming 2023). Janna lives in Minnesota but “home” is still the Pacific Northwest.